Thursday, August 12, 2010

Dunno. Poem.

In a grey shaded monochrome world
Where everyone's asleep
I fight to keep up at night
My thoughts, incomplete

My days were always filled with you
Smiling, laughing joyfully
I thought you'd be here for me
But now I see, it was nothing but a broken dream

You've moved on, but I'm stuck
In this nightmare that can't go away
My pillar of hope, beacon of light
Shattered, and now a dull grey

The pain, fury, and my disbelief
Everything tossed about
Why are you gone?
My heart, is bleeding, no doubt

You did say yourself that you'll love me forever
Nothing will break us apart
How naive of me was to believe
Total love, complete happiness, a single lie

Flickering gleams from a wavering light
Reflecting in the light of the dull shining pain
Pressed against my skin, the cold bite
Watch it all drain away

It's raised, poised to strike
But then I recall
Those words of long ago
From you, my fall

Life won't always be nice
It'll play games
But not matter what happens
Don't give into the pain

For whatever you do
And whatever you don't
Just move on, try not to look back
You'll be okay, you ol' dope

For amongst all that hurt
Misery, anger, tears
Something good will happen
Believe me, my dear

I guess I could say
Those words saved my life
I didn't want to listen
But they helped me up

To my beloved
I thank you for those times
But now we move on
To a new life

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

August Fourth!

Hooooocha! Todai's is my bro's bday and blah, I hafta be nice to him.
DARN IT NOOOOOOOOOOO.
Bye.

Thursday, July 15, 2010

Elders

I'm talking about elders, not adults. Well, the adults we know, such as mom, dad, aunt, grandmom, etc.
They yell at you for something you do, but they also do.
Bleh.
I don't feeling like adding to this right now.

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

MSDS (again?)

Right, so last night I finished the Thief story. Bloody hard I must say

Well, I hopped through portals and landed in Ellinia! And bought this much needed shoes.
Anyhow, we see Trev going into the Ship area! I decide to make Kriel stalk him, and he goes into Dark Sight mode.
We see ol' Trev conversing with the Ludi King who was conversing with the Pos-Evil...wait, Evil guy! In a different chapter. I completely forgot about that. Anyhow! Trev and King gets on ship and I follow! Or make Kriel follow.
So, we overheard a convo with the King and Trev again, and Kriel thinks Trev is working as a passer onner of Evil guy and stole Laura! Anyhow, he loses his balance, surprises Trev, and the two procceed to beat each other up. The duel ends in a draw though, and we see airplanes attacking the ship! (As a cutscene) We team up and kill all those airplanes! I get a hat that i needed, and we see that Timer! Trev and I beat the shit outta it. As we celebrate our victory, the Timer gets back up and knocks Trev overboard. Oh no! Kriel has to kill the timer again, but it's on rage mode.
Timer 1: Spin Charge (No flinching)
Stunning call
Timer 2: Spin Charge
Stunning call
Enraged Tackle
Enraged charge
Easy peasy, except when it tackles. Dude
And Trev did nothing at all. Oh well, he's CP anyhow.
SO, we get to Ludi, and find the town screwed up! I run around and find the king, while killing Golems.
There's also giant Blockpuses.
Found teh king, and he gives me access to the Clocktower!
It takes a lot of jumping to get though that place though. Fuck, and I'm not good. Wasted two hours.
TOO MANY SMALL PLATFORMS.
Oh, and I meet up with Soz who helps me get though this jumping part. Thanks Soz! (Wait, thanks me!)
So after much jumping and cursing, I get to the place of lost time! WITH MORE JUMPING AND MOVING LADDERS AND HIGH DAMAGE MONSTERS WHO KNOCK ME OFF PlATFORMS.
I hate you, Ludibirum
Anyhow, we see rips in Time. Kriel gets sucked into them. We see Evil, who is now Pos-Evil, as a servant for the King who sealed the jewel.
He slowly shows his temptations...
And at the last rip, sealed within time, he goes crazy and takes the power of the crystal that later sucks out his life a couple chapters ago.
The kingdom falls, with the burning girl and the king.
But Kriel mets up with the king before he dies, and learns of a baby boy sent to Kerning City...
And knows that the King is his dad. Explains all the dreams and visions, eh?
Laura is also the reincarnation of burning girl.
Or I might be completely wrong. It could be Laura the babe sent to Kerning.
Anyhow, the palace is collasping! The ghost guy from Barlog's place comes and rescues Kriel! We then run into Laura(Corrected again, Rina) standing with a very young Pos-Evil.
Then Blue Person comes and prepares to kill young Pos-Evil.
Start Cutscene:
Blue Person is trying to kill young Pos-Evil but is hesitant.
Young Pos-Evil transforms in Winger Ergoth who takes over Blue Person
Trev and Kriel face Winged Ergoth
End Cutscene
Bloody hell, we have to kill Winged Ergoth!
Winged Ergoth:
Scythe Slash
EarthQuake
Some kinda shooting beam
Fire
A whole lot of HP!
I spammed Thief's Aviodability thing, which let me take no damage for a while.
And Ergoth is dead!
Ergoth:Nooooooo! Why....
Trev and Kriel: Ahhhhh!
We see Kriel in a destoryed place, who meets up with Rina who is with a fading young Pos-Evil. We see images of Pos-Evil, Burning Girl, and the King as young children. I don't get the dialogue, but it looks...heart-touching... Pos-Evil fades away and becomes the Red Crystal. Manji appears talks about why Pos-Evil became evil or something like that, n poofs.
Rina and Kriel returns to Ludi, where we meet up with Mineva and puts the Crystal into place.
Now to tackle the other storylines. Darn
THANKS FOR READING. I MAY OR MAY NOT POST MY PROGRESS!

Today.I guess.

Soo...I got a ring thang from my grandma, (wearing it right now) and we went to eat So Lon Tang. (I think that's how to spell it)
Then we went shopping.

Me and shopping is not compatible. :l
So I whipped out my DS and played SoulSilver for a while.
But I had nothing to do on it besides lvl everyone to 100 or something.
So I switched to MSDS. :l

Anyhow, I ran into the Bowgal in Ch 6. Fought 3 friggin dragons.
Dragons. (Manon): Fireball, flamethrower
Then back to Leafre! I dubbed the Bowgal Soz, and returned back to Manjin with her.
I then went to look for Lauren( Who's actually Laura. My mistake.) and went to Perion...I think
End of chapter!

Chapter 7. We stalked Pos-Evil and stole the MAGIK WAND....which I later on learn is a flute. Darn.
Back to ol' Kerning!
BUT
LAURA GETS KIDNAPPED.
OMIGOSH WUT NO LAURA. Says Kriel. He finds Laura's earring in the subway. Then he stalks the Ginseng dude, who lvls up when we fighters him. BUT IT'S STILL BOMBS AWAY!
Pirate Dude:
Bombs, Bombs Shockwave, Seeking Bomb
So back to Perion...too much walking. Later on, I remember there's a taxi. Good Lord.
KRIEL MEETS UP WITH THE MISSING TREV! (I forgot to say that he went missing.) Kri doesn't trust him though. D:
Then we meet up with Blue Person. Kri here, then proccedes to beat the shit outta him.
We find Laura and Pos-Evil in the windy place where Trev lost the letter. :D
In order to get Laura back, Kri plays the FLUTE, which makes everything not windy!
DU DUH. A NEW PORTAL APPEARS!
Pos-Evil goes in, but knocks out Kri first. Laura wakes up Kri, and there's a love...scene!
The two wake up and follow Pos-Evil!

OMIGOSH
IT LOOKS FAMILIAR...
GPQ, DUDES!
So, Kri and Laura run through and see Pos-Evil disappear into a door! But we can't get through since it's blocked.
Here, I run through several rooms, unlock a room where Kriel gets drunk, and becomes Invinincable MA-Thief. We fight a...ghost thing! (Those things Ergoth summons in GPQ)
Ghost thing: Possess
Summon mini ghosts
Soul shoot
Hey, I kilt it!
Then we find moar stuff, unlock the door, and see Pos-Evil stealing this jewel thang!
Flash to a cutscene.
Kriel: Pos-Evil! The jewel?!
Pos-Evil: Wha-wha!? *light from jewel clings to the guy and sucks out his life.*
*red light turns into Ergoth!*
Ergoth: Hahah, I'm finally free!
End cutscene.
Kriel sees the same visions again. He gets enraged, so Laura and Kriel kicks Ergoth's ass!
Ergoth: Scythe spins around the screen
Falling pillars
Fireblast
So, we killers him.Laura and Kri starts to leave when...
Start Cutscene
Ergoth: No...
*wings sprout out*
Ergoth: Ha! *grabs Laura*
Muwahahahah! *flies to another dimnesion*
Kriel: LAURAAAAAAA
End Cutscene
Kriel is raged by the kidnap, but the GPQ place is crumbling! I run him through as fast as I can, but not without damage.
When he gets outside, the winds start up again, catching him up!
End of chapter 7

CHAPTER 8! ODD PORTALS.
Dood, so, Kri sees Laura in his dreams~ and vows to get her back! We talk to Manji here, and he says portal. Well, the only thing I understood. Since Kri still has nubby armor, (Almost got kilt by Ergoth. D:), I try to go to Ellina!...but I can't for some reason. I look at the portals n, they're oragne! So they go to odd places. I travel around, run into a Zombie Mushmom, and end up in the temple where I battlesed the Roggy Jr! I talk to ghosty gai, and he gives me this robey thing...
Anyhow, out, and I continue exploring! End of Chapter 8!

End of MSDS.
So, we headed home ina taxi which I paid for 'cause no one had small cash. Treat's on me, gais!
Then I studied a geo textbook. Fu.
And ate grapes.
And is now writing this.
WHOEVER READ IT MUST BE BORED OR STALKERY OR FOUND THIS INTERESTING OR JUST WANTED TO SEE THE MSDS STUFF.
Anyhow.
Bye.

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Maplestory DS game review.

Sooo, since I bought a game in Korean and couldn't understand what the hell it was saying (Fail Korean person), I hijacked a Maplestory DS game. Started out as Thief because I luve them. :D

Dubbed myself Kriel. After a long dialogue that I couldn't understand except for 'Be careful' 'Portal' and'Job', I got to run around and shet. Visited the store and save point, with my partner person. She then left me as I went outside and kilt stuff. I forgot the boss, got a lucky seven, but on the way back, the portals started disappearing. BLOODY HELL. My char ran back as fast as he could to Kerning, and end of chapter.

In chapter 2, Kri had a dream about this lady getting burnt and calling for help! When he woke up, he had this necklace that he couldn't take off.
I explored the KERNING SUBWAY! :D Well, first, I met a mage which I named Shay, and we took off.
Kilt a bunch of bubbling,s and since my jump skills fail, got zapped by a lot of eletric fences. I also had to control this uh, cart thing, and fail a bunch of times. Lvl'd a lot though. Saw a cutscene where we see the bowgal char and the SUBWAY EFFING EXPLODED.
At the bottom, I fought a pirate dude....with a bomb instead of the usual Ginseng. THE CRIMINAL. Pretty easy, except when he jumped.
Anyhow, got Dark Sight.

Chapter 3 was going to Perion! I met the Warrior Gai thar and dubbed him Trev...lol. Uh, yeah, after a long talk and meeting with the possible anatogist of the game, Trev and Kriel went off to deliver a letter!...But he lost it in a storm. Somewhere along the way though, the two fought an Iron Hog (Not to be confused with the Iron Pig) Too much charging around, hoggy. Eff you.
We went back, and told the uh, pos-evil (Short for possibly evil guy) guy and he yelled at Trev. :X. Kriel and the partner gal (Lauren) found a hidden portal to explore Sleepywood. YAY

Chapter FOAR.
Partner gal and I, Kriel, found a hidden temple place. Kriel unlocked it by a dream he had! (Oooo, pos-hero! Or rine.) THERE WAS LAVA AND FLIPPY SWITCH THINGS. Well, you 'talk' to a gem and it would flip the screen upside down. We made our way through the temple, and ran into a Roggy. Kri had visions of a town being destroyed by the Roggy, and of course kilt him. :D
Rog:
Fire, earthquake, Fireballs.
Pretty easy battle, cept when he cornered me. :l
Kilt the rog, and a guy sealed by the Barlog talked to us about the origins of the temple. We see the girl Kri dreamed about in the images, so possiblity she's a descendant or last liver or something. We then leave the temple and find TREV AND HIS PARTNER BADLY HURT. We take 'em back to Sleepywood hotel. Kri and the gal talk about pos-guy's intentions.

Ch. 5
Kri goes off alone and finds Golem temple! A lot of boss battles. :l Fire Golem, who shot fire stuffies, Earth Golem, who caused earthquakes, and Ice Golem, who shot ice beams continously. I was careless, and almost died on Ice Golem. Fu.
Anyhow, they fused, and I had to kill the new dood. Sucess! A wand drops, glowing slightly. MAGIK YAY.
So anyway, I go to the bottom of the temple and meet TREV AND PARTNER. His partner. I'll call him/her Blue Person. Can't tell the gender.
So, anyhow, Pos-Evil orders the two to attack me. I kick their asses, by using mines. :D Kri feel bad about knocking out Trev though, since he didn't fight willingly.
Trev: Slashes, down ups, upswings
Blue Person: Down stabs, slashes, earth jabs
Pos-evil tries to bribe Kri, but he refuses. Then, he knocks out Kri and TAKES MAGIK WAND. NU.
Oh, well, so Lauren finds the three and takes me back to Sleepy. :3
End of chapter 5.

Chap 6 so far. Talked to Maji, he sent me to Leafre.DRAGONS DUDE.
Still working on it.

Overall, the graphics suck, the plot is interesting however. Also, many of the main chars have drawn out pictures (Grendal looks horrible). If I could read the dialogue, I bet it would make things interesting.
A lot of grinding is required, but the skills are fun. However, it doesn't have much cling to it, and needs more devolpment.
However, the images themselves are quite beautiful, and there are a couple of interesting plot twists.


lolwut.
Uh, no idea what to post here, kinda thinking of making a poem blog, but yeah...too much stuff. xD
Working on certain stories 'til I drop.
In Korea right now. Going to Japan soon.
.........So humid.
(I should take this off of Buzz. :X)

Saturday, June 19, 2010

1. If someone asks "Are you okay?", you say?
Grand Chase Music: Temple of Destruction. (o.o)

2. How would you describe yourself?
Piece of That

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
Daughter of Evil

4. How do you feel today?
Revenge of Meta knight. o.o

5. What is your life’s purpose?
Regret Messages.

6. What is your motto?
You belong wif me

7. What do your friends think of you?
15

8. What do you think about very often?
Sayonara Natsu No Hi
9. What is 2+2?
1

10. What do you think of your best friend?
Secret Valentine

11. What is your life story?
Servant of Evil (-.-;)

12. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Heartless (o_o)

13. What do you think when you see the person you like?
Animal I have Become (I have become an animal? xD)

14. What will you dance to at your wedding?
Stairway To Heaven

15. What will they play at your funeral?
Blind Justice....

16. What is your hobby/interest?
The Saltwater Room

17. What’s your biggest fear?
Science (D'aw. I like science. Dx)

18. What do you want right now?
Replay

19. What do you think of your friend?
Victory is near

20. What will you post this as?
Trick or Treat!

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Confusion.
De-attachment.
Am I here?
Or not?
The blinding bright world.
Gives me deafness.
I see something.
Something.
A glimpse.
Fleeting.
Too fast to be real.
But I know it's there.
Under the trees.
I feel its gaze.
But I cannot see.
What is it?
And why?
Why is it standing there?
The thought hits me with a bang.
I know what it is.
Reflection under the trees.
A shadow of what this person was.
What this was.
What what was.
Hidden.
I hid it.
Embarrassed.
But it does me no good.
That's what that figure.
The unreality.
Is telling.
Is saying.
Embrace yourself.
Be yourself.
Stand proud.
Be me.

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Questioning

"You ask too many questions," I say
"But I want to learn." you whine, soft eyes searching
"Come here and I'll tell you the story of knowledge"
Knowledge is a fine thing,
Firm and sweet,
Yet its rotten at the core,
Things you never wanted to know
Are there
Lurking
Knowledge comes with love, power, happiness
But innocence is taken away
Abide for your action, since you're not in ignorance
Anything thing you do is your own choice
Knowledge is power, yet it weakens you
It makes you happy, yet it saddens you
Knowledge is a dart through the heart
Or someone lost in the dark
What is knowledge to you is up to you
But believe me, it has hurt more than cured.
It may be different on your path,
But my heart was harmed of dreadful knowings.
Knowledge
"That is the story of knowledge." I said
"I don't get it." Your innocence beams brightly like a steady candle
I smile sadly, as I say
"You will someday."

Blinded Justice

What is a war?
You say it's a fight for justice.
Yet it's not.
The justice blinds the mind.
It is a worthless fight.
Bickering of two children without a mother watching.
You say it's justice, but what about the blood spilled?
The innocence stripped?
Those children lost?
Justice has grown twisted in its meaning to today.
There is not an ounce.
Nothing is right when you consider it a war.
Yet you say it is.
But it's all just a lie.
Blinded justice.

Monday, May 3, 2010

Betrayel

One of my favorite slightly mixed meaning poems.

falling.......
through this endless darkness
a battlefield
an angel of despondency
Sweeping overhead
a single figure,
laughing among the fallen
his soul lost within the lost
amoung the scarlett paint of red
even rejected by the parched ground
sword protruting
those skeletons coming
demons rejoicing
it's a destiny
a lone death
yet his punishment eternity
forever have sinned
in thy eyes of the Lord
carefully watching
that laughing
figure of sadness
alone

those feelings

The missed grammer puts emphasis on the youth of the poem.

those feelings of
.mine.
floating in the blue skies
a feeling
that
cannot
be explained
why?
why do i?
why this feeling?
i'm still young

heart easily
broken or shattered
sad or crying
yet this
feels different
i feel as if
i can trust
you
but
i have
still doubts
for
I had
this feeling
not long
ago

I had
known it could
never
happen
y
e
t
i had
h o p e d
my foo lish

h e
a
r t

was
s
h
a
t
t
e
r
e
d
but
it yearns
to s o a r
again
for
when i
talk
to
you
i am
lifted
i do not know you
personally
never seen your face
it is
all a lie
but
my heart thinks otherwise
should i ask?
but
our link
could be easily lost
in c . y . b . e . r . s . p . a . c . e
i
should
be happy with
right
now
and
hide
these
thoughts



never to be seen
never to be spoken


Space testing, no, I never had this experience if you're wondering.

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Tainted

A tainted country with a tainted past,
Tainted thoughts and tainted lies,
Tainted laws and tainted rules,
Tainted kings and tainted queens,
This tainted civilization will never last.

A tainted rain pours on the tainted town,
Tainted roofs sag in a frown,
Tainted windows with tainted glass,
Tainted water runs into a tainted stream,
And along the bank are tainted trees.

A tainted government rules this place,
Tainted hands hand tainted bribes,
Tainted plots play with lives,
Tainted grins filled with tainted greed,
Tainted money from backstabbings.

With tainted laughter,
The tainted residents of this tainted country,
And their tainted king and queen,
Lives forever in eternity,
In a tainted place called hell,
For their tainted sins.

Sunday, April 25, 2010

7163 Absconditus Road, London
Morning

The stranger picked up the newspaper from the mat.
There, on the first page was a huge headline: Two Musicians Found Dead in the Storage Room. His eyes quickly picked out the sentence; there was no injury found on the two, except for the fact that their eardrums were blown out. The following day was to be their funeral. The stranger grinned and went to fix himself some tea.

Around noon, someone knocked on the stranger's door.
"Come in." he said, without a thought.
The door opened to reveal a young girl, pale and trembling. The stranger stood up and brushed off some specks of dust on his long tailored cloak. Then taking the girl's hand, he asked, just like a gentleman, "How may the poor servant, Metus de Lupus Diabolous help my lovely Madame today?"


"Another one..."
Vindico flipped the card, tossing it into the hands of one of the search party. "Figure out what those initials mean, or find someone with those initials."
"Shall we include the officials as well, sir?"
The boy smiled grimly. "I know of many officials who turned to the power of corruption. Leave no name out."
"Yes sir."
Vindico sighed heavily when the officer left. This was one of his hardest cases, and even the skills he learned from the great Sherlock Holmes couldn't make heads or tails out of it.
"M.L.D." Vindico looked upon the taunting card with disgust, and ripped it into shreds, letting the pieces fly with the wind.

First actual story I'm gonna finish...No title yet.

It's a Mystery/Horror?/Fantasy story.
I do have a real-life version. (An actual mystery) but it's taking a lot of research.
A LOT.
Numbers indicate a translation at the bottom of what the word means.

London Park
Midnight

It was a foggy, cold night when the beggar met up with the stranger.
"I want you to kill these two." The beggar's voice rasped, as he handed the stranger a photo. In the photo were two well-dressed men. They would have been called gentlemen, if it were not for the cold sneers on their faces.
"They work at Drake's Institute for Young Violinists, third floor, room 216." The stranger carefully grasped the worn photo with a gloved white hand.
"I will need payment for this."
"Yes, yes, how mu-"
"Not money, sir. I ask for your daughter."
The beggar gulped nervously, "M-my daughter. What do you speak of?"
The stranger glanced down at the shivering beggar, surveying him with his icy, electric blue eyes. "Lord...Carmen1. I ask for your dear violin."
"How..do you know my name?"
The stranger grinned. "I know far more things about you then you wish to know. Now, please hand it over so I may complete the task."
"Will anyone know about this?"
"Not at all...not at all..."

Drake's Institute for Young Violinists, Room 216
Afternoon

The class of Room 216 was sitting quietly in their seats as Avarita2, the music tutor, held an announcement.
"As you all know class, we invited a violinist to perform today. You will all pay attention to the best of your abilities." Avarita clapped his hands as his partner, Invidia3, stepped forward.
"Now introducing the Lance brothers."
The Lance brothers bowed and began to play when the door reopened. A man heavily dressed in black entered the classroom.
Invidia looked quizzically at Avarita. Avarita shrugged and stepped forward to address that man.
"Yes...?" Avarita looked upon the man with disgust. His cloak was dusty and torn at certain areas. The hat was almost coming apart, while the man's boot were caked with mud.
"I heard you were in need of a violinist." The gruff tone of the man didn't match the elegance of the way he took out a carefully polished violin. The wood gleamed with golden light. "Since there are others already playing, I would like to perform for the two of you privately first. Then you may decide whether or I may play for your class."
"Why should we trust you?" Invidia stepped forward grinning maliciously. "You could be just a thief that has stolen that violin."
The man glared at the both of them with surprisingly icy blue eyes. "If my performance...does not suit you...you may take the violin and label me thief." He smiled as he saw the greed in the eyes of the two men.
"Agreed." they both said simultaneously.
The three of them stepped out. The mysterious man carefully shut the door behind them, smirking with triumph.


Drake's Institute for Young Violinists, Storage Room
Evening

"You say that the students found them like this?"
Vindico4 Scottfield asked as he examined the dead bodies of the tutor and his partner.
"Yes...apparantly two or three students went to look for the two when they did not return after the Lance brother's performace."
"Hm...any suspects?"
"Only the students that went to look for him, the Lance brothers, and all the people on this floor that was not seen by others. And...a reporting of seeing a man enter the room by one student."
"A man? How does he look?"
"Dressed in black, worn clothes, and wore a patched up black hat. Few wisps of hair seen, but not the color. And...sapphire eyes that gave him a chilly feeling, the student stated."
"Was he the only one that saw the man?"
"Yes sir."
"Hm..." The detective mused over this new piece of information. Wandering around the small storage room, the detective found boxes, a window, and some ventiolation pipes. Then Vindico saw the card. M.L.D was written on the card.
"Another M.L.D.....The same murderer that killed others..."
His brow creased in worry, Vindico paced back and forth, wondering about this mysterious murderer.



1: Song
2: Greed
3: Envy

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Hating Life

Ha. Another write-up.
It's about hating life. Funny though, right now I'm not hating life, but lovin' it~
Ah wells, needa get this down.


Life is a game of chance,
Your luck can never last,
It gives you lemons, when you need time,
Hardships all across the line.

Sorrow is common on this path,
Loved ones gone, the heartbreak lasts,
Life takes things that you value,
Life is that very cruel.


Everyone always picks on you,
You wonder, "What did I do?",
You didn't do anything; it's just Life's cruel game,
Made for its own entertainment and gain.

Life is never fair,
The cheaters win, or the bullies attack,
Little things bite you when you expect it,
But it still hurts.

Depression, anger, pity, pain,
It's all just of Life's game,
Jealous, greed, lust, pride,
Those things hurt you more inside.

Feeling as if there's no hope, you wander on,
You're hating Life for all the things it has done,
Walk on, towards the light,
For even someone as cruel as Life,
It gives you rewards for all you hardship and pain,
Walk on, don't look back.

For nothing is in vain.

Life is...

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Letting Go

Okay...maybe a poem, maybe not.
More like a song.
Yeah, I have like a melody in the back of my head. If I ever, EVER decide I want to make this officially a song or something, I'm gonna have to sing it so....maybe not.
Yeah, this thing is from a guy's perspective. (Wait, so if I write something from a guy's perspective am I....?)

Ohhh...
I find myself here, wondering what went wrong...
Ah.
You were the one perfect for me,
But our love is lost in the seas..
I will always be a friend in your heart
While I wish for far more things, apart
Every time you smile, I feel myself fly,
It's a wonderful feeling, but it never, ever lasts.
I see him and you, a couple together,
While I stand here.
My envy in wasted vain
What have I done, to deserve this fate?
I wish for you, but it's all in vain,
Why is this road so hard?
I should be happy for you, since you're my heart...

Every day that passes overwhelms me with new pain,
I find harder to pretend everything's all right,
Then you,
You catch my fallen tears and ask,
"What's wrong?"
I can never tell the truth that I love you,
For...your heart is already taken by that one
What have I done, to deserve this fate?
I wish for you, but it's all in vain,
Why is this road so hard?
I know I should let go, but it's hard

Every chance I 'm free I use it, to see youu,
We laugh together, a bright day with just me and you,
But when you mention him, my heart cleaves in two,
The day slowly grows darker...
What have I done, to deserve this fate?
I wish for you, but it's all in vain,
Why is this road so hard?
I cannot survive my breaking of the heart.

The wedding day dawns bright and clear,
I'm in the crowd, looking around for you,
Then I see, you in that dress,
My heart thinks that you're for me,
But I know that in reality,
You're getting married to the love of your dreams,
I cannot help it, I run for the door,
This world I cannot live in anymore,
I should have let go years ago,
But I too in love to know,
That you'll never be mine...
And now I know, I can't see you anymore,
My love, I wish you a wonderful life forever more....


Eh. I wonder why I'm writing like lovish stuffs.
Eh, takes a girl to write a romance thing.

Friday, April 16, 2010

Ninja!

A shadow fleeing through the darkness,
Its outline invisible, just black contrasting to black,
As it hunts its prey, tracking silently and killing it just like that!
What is it? A ninja!

A black mask on top of black clothes,
Weapons hidden within the folds,
Throwing stars that fly with speed,
A steel bite that leave behind deceased,
Who is this killer? A ninja!

Sneaky attacks are its main way,
No code of honor for this enemy, as samurais say,
Poison, backstabbing, ranged attacks,
What is this unlawful fellow? A ninja!

Black in the shadows, it can hide with ease,
Whether high up in a tree, or down near the ground,
Look around, for you will never see,
What is this master of disguise? A ninja!

Palming gold coins in its gloved hands,
The figure winks and leave its benefactor unharmed,
The benefactor sighs in relief, but suddenly falls over,
A steel star just ended this poor soul!
You'll never know when this foe attacks,
Watch out! It's a ninja!

A Perfect Day

Again, another random thing.
No, it's not meant to be lovey dovey.
It can either be a couple, friend, sibling thing, parent-child, really anything.

A perfect day,
Is when the skies are blue,
The sun shines warmly down,
At me and you.

The day has no mishaps,
We can do whatever we want,
As long as you're here with me,
I'll face any taunt.

A perfect day with golden leaves,
Trees whispering about you and me,
You smile as I run to and fro,
Chasing those leaves of gold.

A chilly day, yet perfect in it's kind,
I build a snowman, while you plow,
Then suddenly, a surprise attack!
You laugh and throw a snowball back.

The bees are humming lazily, doing their work in the warm spring,
We wander amongst flowers of colors and grasses of green,
It's a fine, spring day, everything is anew,
I love being here with you.

Laying down in the sweet, emerald grass,
We talk about other days that have passed,
This day of happiness, unblemished by anger or despondency,
You and me, in a perfect day.

Just smiling,
Smiling at life,
And everything else.

Not bad, as I would say. Then again, the ending sucked.

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

It's a love poem?

I dunno. I just wrote this. Got it in my head and needed to get it out.
I guess it's like a dab at love?
Well, it's not like I have a crush on anyone or something, just a little gimmick I wrote.

Love is but a painful thing,
Squashes his hopes and dreams,
Leaves him wandering in this tunnel of dark,
Pleading for that thing that can never happen.

Love is but a fragile thing,
Tackle it too quick and it'll shatter,
But act too late and it'll crack,
Timing is important, but how would you know?

Love is but a thing of jealously,
Envying that one you're with,
Wishing many times that you'll be hers,
But her wish will never win.

Love is but a thing not of the shy,
She wants to ask, "Will you be mine?"
But you're too far away, the time is never right,
She might as well watch you fly off into the night.

Love is but a wonderful thing
This feeling of love lights me up within,
The proximity of us sitting together,
That understanding of each other.

Love is but a thing of the past,
He wonders, "How could I have let her go?"
You'll ponder this out, wondering what went wrong,
Then you'll close the door on what is now gone.

Love is but a thing that's quite not right,
People seem to get hurt as if in a fight,
Those confusing thoughts, conflicts and emotions,
Everyone wonders, what will happen?

Love is not one thing, but more,
A door to a maze, somewhere you might wander forevermore,
Something is waiting for you at the end,
But will you find it? You must dive in.

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Yeah. I know I'm skipping about but this time I WILL finish those other two stories. Just hard to put down.
I'm writing another story.
Wait, actually 2.
One's about a kid with this legendary power that everyone's after. Another is about a child who is detisned to save the world....'cept he has no skills.

Haha, maybe I'll post summaries here and get writing.

Monday, March 29, 2010

Beginnings story

Haha! Continued it for once.
It's back to normal mode, but I will switch back and forth to dialogue mode.

Beginnings continued
"Crez~"
"Mmm?"
"Wake up! You're gonna miss the ship!"
"WHAT?"
The Bandit threw himself out of the bed, nearly landing on his Kino by accident.
"Puuh..."
"Sorry little fellow. I'll get you some breakfast later." Crezentials snatched up the mushroom and hurtled out the hotel room. Jarald was waiting by the door.
"I thought Thieves sleep light."
"Well, you're not the one who had to do several quests to rank up."
"Ahaha. Well, we can't miss Manifest's Job Advancement or she'll murder us."
"No doubt about that."
Crezentials quickly hasted the two of them and the pair rushed to the Ellinia ship. Huffing and puffing, the two clambered aboard just as the ship took off.
"That...was...way...too..close." Jarald gasped while wiping off sweat from his forehead.
"Whew...Let's not do that again." Crezentials collapsed and grinned up at the Spearman. Jarlad grinned back and fell onto the steps of the ship."We should head into the cabin. We don't want to get crog attacked."
"Hm, a tragic death won't be so bad compared to Manifest killing us."
Inside the cabin was dark and cold. A few other travelers huddled here and there, talking amongst themselves.
"Well. It's a Bandit."
Crezentials glanced around for the speaker. Jarald sighed and leaned onto a pile of boxes. The Spearman knew better than to make fun of the Thief's job.
"Over here, dumbass." A star whizzed past Crezentials cheek and buried itself in the cabin wall. A tall Assassin wearing a set of Blue China clothes sneered at the Bandit. His blue Pilfer was placed crookedly upon his head. "Assassins will always be better than Bandits, so I suggest you bow to me."uffe
"Hmph. If you're talking about Bandits in general, then yes maybe. But this one isn't."
With that remark, the Bandit hurled back the star, aiming at the Pilfer. It cut through the cloth cleanly and shaved a small line of hair off the sin's head as well.
"What the-" The Assassin threw more stars at Crezentials, who grinned and dodged all of them, except for one. The Bandit caught the last one and spun it on his finger. "Had enough?"
The Assassin snarled and clambered down the ladder.
"Nice show I must say."Jarald glanced at the Thief from the pile.
"Never mind that, let's just hope the ship gets at Ellinia in time..."

Monday, March 22, 2010

I'm writing.....
Trying to.
....

Monday, March 1, 2010

Assassinations

Here we go. I'll try to write more for my two or three fans o:


"The master might force you to challenge."
"I cannot. I'm only 10 after all."
"That young?"
"I never told you, didn't I."
"No. Well that's decided. A child cannot kill another child. I will have to change this situation a bit." The boy took out a small needle, about the size of a pin. He then swiftly walked toward the child. Before the boy could scream, the assassin pricked him in the neck and caught the body before it hit the floor.
"Did you..?"
"No, I only put him to sleep. I'll drop him off at some soul's house. Hopefully...the memories will be gone when he wakes up. Sealed away in a desperation to forget this night."
The two leave the scene of death, disappearing into the night.

Years later...
"Hey. Soli. Ma needs to talk you."
Soli grumbles and stumbles out of bed. He yawns. "What for?"
"Something about a guy meeting you." Soli's sister hops up and down on his bed. Soli groans. "May, how many times have I told you not to jump on the bed?"
"I'm not. I'm bouncing. And you better hurry. Ma's looks worried."
Soli gives an exsaperated sigh and heads out of the small attic room. Unconciously running his hands through his auburn hair, the thirteen-year old stumbles down the stairs and into the kitchen, where his mom is chatting with Mike and Raiel.
"Now you two, even if you're adults, be careful on your way to work."
Mike grins. "Don't worry Ma. We'll be alright." The two leaves the house, at the same time leaving an air of tension.
Soli gulped. "Ma...did you want to talk to me?"
Ma sighs. "It's about your...your origin. You're not my son."
Soli felt his world fall. "So...Mike, Raiel, and..." Soli cleared his throat, "and May...aren't my siblings?"
Ma sighed. "A young boy brought you five years ago, saying that you needed a good family that would take care of you and not let you know that you are...not a Rein." Another sigh. "The man that's coming today will tell you everything."
Just then, the door opens. A tall, heavily scarred solider walks in, holding a notebook.
"You must be the young Lord Provas.I am here to explain everything."

Duh duh duh. Who is this man? And whatever happened to the two that killed the Lord and the Lady? Stay tuned for more!

Humor story started?

"I thought you told me that we need the fish."
"I told you that, but I forgot we didn't need one."
"Well...what the heck do I do with it?"
"Feed it to the dinosaur."
"Dinosaur...?"
"Over there."

To be continued?

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Thursday, February 25, 2010

Assassinations

My Assassins's story
It's pretty crappy

The tower loomed over the sleeping town of Bele.A lone figure stood on the belfry of the clock tower, cloaked in black. "Soon," the figure whispered in a voice so cold that it could freeze the ocean, "soon, this town will be mine as well. Before the winter solstice, I will have the lead over the great continent of Aloisia!"

Silent as a fox, a figure darted through the house of Lord Provas, dictator of Bele. The intruder had but one goal: kill the powerful Provas and his fair lady without any alarm or struggle. The folds of the hood hid a young girl's face, cold and serious. Her scarlet eyes gleamed with fear and determination; if caught, the girl would be tortured for information. Even is she did not succumb to the pain, her master would dispose of her, hiding his identity. Gripping a short dagger in a clenched fist, she ducked behind a pillar as guards passed by. The most powerful man's house was also the most well guarded. The girl had passed eleven pairs of guards, having to knock out 3 of them to get by. Sooner or later, an alarm will be sounded. Better knock them out for now, she thought. Drawing a couple of needles from a hidden pouch, the assassin carefully aimed them at the guards' necks.

"Shoot." Another figure carefully balanced himself on a ledge outside of the Provas bedroom. "She isn't here yet." The figure was a boy of 15, with blue hair and violet eyes, one covered by a bandage. He smiled a casual grin, as if the feat of balance was child play. "Ahh... there she is."

The girl slowly stalked into the room, sensing no guards about. Carefully, she tiptoed over to the bed with two forms. The dagger rose up, its silver tip gleaming evily in the moonlight. With a soft thud, it bit into the Lady Provas's throat before she even woke up.
Lord Provas woke up with a jerk. He saw the assassin wiping the dagger. "GUA-!" The Lord fell over with a well-placed throw of the knife.

A group of guards rushed into the room, immediatly spotting the young killer. They charged, spears pointing at the girl. With a CRASH! the window broke open, five throwing knives killing each guard on the spot. "Thanks..." the girl sighed. A small cry sounded from the closet. The two glanced to see a young boy around seven staring at them, tears running down his face. "We should put him at rest..." the boy said, not unkindly.
"No.I can't kill...a child. Killing people is already hard enough..."

TO BE CONT!
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Crappy

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

I'm writing an assassining story so might as post it here.
Well the only one who ima share with right now is Yoon probably xD

Beginnings story

Got bored and wrote (typed) a story based on Maplestory
I might post more, might not, kinda depends....


Legend has it that certain families pass down abilities through their children, but only one.
They are: Illusion, Speed, Summoning, and Flight
Twins should have never happened in any case, for it was a disgrace to have children of the same age in these families.
So whenever twins were born, which was rare, the one without the ability was cast aside and left to die.
But for one family, they did not.
And evil corrupted the world...
Mythsis House
12:00 m.t.

Nurse: Mam...
Kris: Yes?
Nurse: I'm sorry to say, but, you have had twins... One will have to die.
Kris: I cannot let that happen.
Nurse: But miss...
Kris: Raise the other one in secret. Do not tell him what his lineage is. The history of us families. The reason why he cannot be known about. You may tell him who his parents are and were.
Nurse: Miss...
Kris: His name, will be Kriel. He will walk the world, damned, just because of a history we weren't even part of.
Nurse: What will be the other's name?
Kris: Crezentials...hated by his own family for this fate.
**************
10 years later
Thief training school
11:00 m.t.

Thief Teacher: We have a new student. Come in Crezentials.
(A skinny boy walks in, wearing a large comical hat as if trying to hide something. A red eye gleams with nervousness while the other is covered with an eye patch.)
Crezentials: Uh... I'm Crezentials Mythty.
Classmate: You looks like a nub, noob. Why the heck did you choose this job anyway? Thieves don't wear stupid hats like you do. Only warriors do.
(The class laughs and jeers.)
Thief Teacher: Alright, alright. Settle down now.You, Crezentials sit in the back.
(Crezentials slowly trudges to the empty seat in the back. One Thief trips him. The class laughs at his effort to stay upright and keep the hat on.)
(The day seems to pass by slowly for the newly advanced Thief. His class seems to enjoy picking on him, "a dumb clumsy warrior".)
Job Courtyard
6:00 e.t.
(Crezentials sits on a bench reading while other jobs mingle around, talking to usually their own jobs. One Bowman breaks away from the group and walks up the the lonely Thief.)
Kriel: Hello Crezents. Like your new haircut? I made it extra frictiony just for you.
(Kriel's Bowman friends laugh. Surrounding the Thief, they begin to taunt him)
Bowman: Why don't you show us your new haircut, stupid?
Bowman: I bet it would be great. Kriel's so fucking hilarious with his ideas.
Bowgirl: Why don't we take it off for him?
(Kriel and the group grabs the Thief and takes him to the back courtyard. There, Kriel jabs him with his bow while the others struggle to get the hat off. A Spearman, Mage, and Pirate watches the scruffle.)
Manifest(Pirate): Jarald, can't you help him?
(Jarald sighs, hefting his Namaki)
Jarald: I'm afraid not. Even though I have my 2nd job adv already, I can't really take down a mob of Bowman, even if they're nubs.
Mist: And I need 1 more lvl to be able to protect Jarald in a mob battle.
Manifest: Fine. If you're not gonna help him, I will.
(With that, the Pirate snatches the stunned Spearman's Namaki and charges at the mob, yelling like a madman.)
Manifest: GET YOUR FUCKING ASSES OUTTA HERE!
(She starts somersault kicking the Bowmen and jabs with the spear every now and then.)
Mist: I'm surprised at what your sister can do.
Jarald: I don't even want to remember that she's my sister...
(Manifest walks over to the fallen Thief, who's trying to get up.)
Manifest: You alright?
Crezentials: ... I didn't need your help...
(Faints)
Manifest: Yeah right... JARALD! I NEED SOME HELP HERE! I AM A GIRL YOU KNOW!
Jarald: ...
(The Spearman picks up Crezentials. Manifest runs past while dropping the Namaki.)
Jarald: God. You can at least pick up after yourself.
Mist: I got it.
Jarald: Thanks.
Manifest: YOU TWO LOVEBUGS ARE SLOW!
(The two blush slightly.)
Jarald: Our house I guess.
Mist: I'll come.

******************
Winst's house
9:00 e.t.
(Crezentials opens his eyes.)
Crezentials: Where, where am I?
(He quickly takes note of his surroundings. He is sitting on a small bed, with a window about 5 feet wide. A lamp lights up the room with a golden warmth. A oak dresser is at the side of the bed.)
Crezentials: I can escape through the window...
(Then the Thief notices his eye patch is gone. Crezentials scampers around looking for it.)
Crezentials: Shit. I need it. Where the hell is it? I don't want to hurt anyone...
(The door opens and the Thief shuts both eyes.)
Jarald: Uhhhh.... What are you doing out of bed with your eyes closed? Sleepwalking?
(The Thief opens his right eye.)
Crezentials: No. I just woke up. Where is this place?And where's the patch?
Jarald: Oh. It's being kinda washed.
Crezentials: ...
Jarald: So, uh hi. I'm Jarald Winst. Spearman. Rank 30.
Crezentials: I'm rank 27. Rogue.
Jarald: Your name?
Crezentials: ...Crezentials Myth-- Mythty. But some people call me Crezent.
Jarald: So Crezent, why were you getting beat up by the Bowmen?
Crezentials: For some reason...the Bowman with the blue hair hates me. He's in my orphanage room.
Jarald: Oh. I'm sorry. About your parents I mean.
Crezentials: No worries. I can't even remember them... I lost my memory in the incident. They died in a deliberately set fire.
Jarald: Me and my sister, we lost our parents to a Summoning.
Crezentials: Summoning?
Jarald: You don't know? Legend has it that certain families have Abilities passed down though generation. The four strongest right now are: Illusion, Speed, Summoning, Flight. The Abilities are passed down directly, so if the one wielding an Ability dies, the Ability disappears for a long while. The Summoning family's descendant was power-hungry... My parents tried to stop him. They achieved it, but died with him. He left a child though. People naturally hate people with Abilities. The well-known ones become evil at one point or another or are forced to.
Crezentials: Oh. (But..if I'm right...I can cast illusions.. weak ones, but then I'm an Illusionist. I can't let anybody know about this.)
Jarald: Anyhow, what's under your hat?
Crezentials(Blushing) : Uh... my roommate played a prank on me...and I got weird hair...
Jarald: The Bowman?
Crezentials: Yeahh....
(The door bangs open with a BOOM! Manifest and Mist stand in the doorway.)
Manifest: Weird hair? Omg! Lemme cut it!
Jarald: That's my sis... Manifest... The mage next to her is Mist Moonrit.
Mist: Is your left eye okay? I was going to try and heal it but you were covering it so I thought I shouldn't.
Crezentials (Relief) : Yeah. Thanks though.
Manifest: CMON! SIT SIT! (The Pirate grabs the Thief and ties him to a chair)
Jarald: I don't really want to watch this.
Mist: Who knows? It's kinda amusing.
Crezentials: Uhhhh...
(Manifest takes of the hat. An afro pops up.)
(Crezentials blushes)
Mist: Wow.
Jarald: That Bowman must have pulled a big one on you.
Manifest: Quiet please! (She begins hacking away at the mess of hair. Soon, it becomes slightly spiky, but shorter.)
Jarald: That's actually not that bad.
Mist: Maybe you should make it a little straighter Manifest.
Manifest: OMG! I can try that rebel hair I saw in MS styles!
Crezentials: This is scaring me...
(A while later.)
Manifest: DONE!
Jarald: Wow...That looks great!
Mist: He looks cute. Is your hair naturally blue like that?
Crezentials: I think so. Uhhhh, can I have the eye patch now?
Mist: Oh. (Hands the eye patch.)
Manifest: You look better without it! Especially your red eyes! Or eye.
Crezentials (Fastens eye patch securely over left eye): Yeah... I'm okay.
Jarald: Going home?
Crezentials: Maybe... if you can call it home. I think I'll probably head over to the library and make a plan.
All three: Plan?
Crezentials (Grins): You'll see. And if you wonder why Thieves make so many enemies, watch and learn.

********************
Morning
Library 9:00 m.t.
Jarald (whispering) : Crezent? Are you here?
Crezentials: Zzz.......
Jarald (pokes the Thief): Wake up!
Crezentials: Gah! (A dagger appears like magic in his hand)
Jarald: Holy shit. Remind me not to wake you up.
Crezentials: Ahaha sorry. It's usually a threat if my roomies attack me during the night. (The dagger mysteriously vanishes.) Anyway, what's up?
Jarald: I wanted to see your plan.
Crezentials: Oh yeah. Wait.
(Crezentials grabs a steel titan and a couple of icicles.)
Crezentials (montions to Jarald): Cmon.

Thief Training School
9: 25 m.t.
Jarald: I'm gonna be dead if I get caught. You're a Thief but I'm a Warrior. A JOB-ADVANCED Warrior. I shouldn't be at school in the first place.
Crezentials: Shhhh... Stand here and wait in the hallway.
Jarald: WHAT?
Crezentials: SHHH! Put these on. (Crezentials hands Jarald a Orange Sporty T-Shirt, White Bandana, and a Reef Claw. The Thief then sneaks into the room)
(Jarald puts on the clothes and waits. A Thief teacher passes by. Jarald gulps, but all the teacher does is wink at him.)
Thief Teacher: Have fun. (disappears)
Crezentials: I'm done. (The claw and icicles are gone.)
Jarald: Now what?
Crezentials: We wait. You can hide in the back.
Jarald: But there's no hiding place.
Crezentials: Don't worry. Just stand there for about an hour.
Jarald: WHAT?
Crezentials: If you want to see what I did, you have to.

Thief Training School
10:25 m.t.
Jarald(thinking): Finally... He watches as Thieves file into the door. Crezentials is last, tripped by his classmates.
Thief Teacher: Alright, alright quiet down you bunch of no good kids. Take you your notebooks.
Thief: Uh sir, my notebook is gone.
(The room masses into chaos)
Thief: Omg! Mine's gone too!
Thief: I have mine....
Thief: Guys! The ceiling!
(Everyone looks up)
(Notebooks are pinned here and there with icies, which are starting to melt.)
Thief: Noooo! My notebook!
(Some of the notebooks fall, hitting the ground with a wet slap. The ink on the pages start to run.)
Thief: Who did it!
Thief: I think it's Taryn!
(Taryn is the only Thief with his notebook.)
Crezentials: Get him!
(The Thief mob rushes torwards the single Thief. Taryn panics and runs.)
Taryn: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Thief Teacher: Crezent, stay here. You too Spearman.
Crezentials: You can see Jarald?
Jarald: Eh? See? Whu?
Thief Teacher: Of course. I'm not a teacher for nothing. Besides Crezentials, your IIlusion casting is still pretty weak. Had the Spearman had laughed, he would have been found out and who knows what would have happened?
Crezentials: So I was right...I am an Illusionist...
Jarald: What? Wait. I'm confused.
Thief Teacher: Your friend here a descendant of Mythsis family.
Jarald: You mean the... Illusion holding family?
Thief Teacher: I'm quite surprised you know. (Crezentials shifts uncomfortably) Usually, Maplers don't have that kind of knowledge.
Jarald: Of course I would know! My parents killed a Summoning!
Thief Teacher: And died in the process... I'm sorry, I couldn't save Jackie and Shale...
Jarald: You knew them?
Thief Teacher: Of course. I was part of the group sent out to kill the Summoner.
Jarald: Then why didn't you try harder! Why?! You should have known that they had kids!
Thief Teacher: Jarald... it was something I could not prevent... I was about to get possessed... your mom pushed me out of the way. Your dad had to kill them both...it broke his heart. He couldn't live to see the next day. I sometimes wonder if he remembered about you two. He could have lived for his children.
Jarald: Don't... don't go dissing my dad like that! (Tears start to form.) I never knew that...it was my dad...who killed mom and the Summoner...
Thief Teacher: It's in the past. Let it go Jarald. Instead of pondering over this, try and make sure if doesn't happen to you. And I want to ask you a favor.
Jarald: What?
Thief Teacher: Protect...and accept Crezentials. He's been hurt by his lineage, death of his parents, others... He needs someone that can understand him. Also, he would make a good comrade to guard your back...and protect you in return as well.
Jarald (notices Crezentials disappeared): Where'd he go?
Thief Teacher: He's probably at the river.
Jarald: Alright. Uh...thanks for telling me all this.
(Jarald runs out the door.)
Thief Teacher (Looks after the Spearman): No...thank you for taking charge for my nephew...

Emerald River
10:32 m.t.
(Jarald runs around, looking for Crezentials)
Jarald: Crezent! CREZENTIALS!
(An arrow whizzes by, nicking the Spearman's face. Jarald spins around, blood streaming from the cut. Kriel faces him.)
Jarald: What do you want, Kriel?
Kriel (mocking him): What do you want, Kriel? Of course, revenge. And now's a perfect time. You're weaponless and helperless.
(A group of Bowman walk out of the bushes, surrounding him, arrows trained. Jarald backs up slightly, arms up. Kriel sneers.)
Kriel: We have a perfect dummy for target practice. Boys, get him!
(Suddenly a blur of black streaks past Kriel. He falls over, stunned.)
???: Crezent!
(Crezentials lands next to the mysterious figure.Strangly, his eye patch is gone, but Jarald is unable to see the once covered eye because of Crezentials's bangs.)
Crezentials: Jarald, close your eyes!
(The Spearman obeys and covers his eyes. Screams ring out as an earthquake of footsteps rush away from the four.)
???: That should take care of them.
Crezentials: Jarald, you can open em now.
Jarald: Oh. (The Spearman uncovers his eyes and stands up.) What happened?
???: Well, you just got cornered by a group of Bowmen. And we saved your ass.
Crezentials: Uhhh... Jarald, meet Frost. He's a Chief Bandit.
Frost(Holds arm up in salute): Yo.
(The Chief Bandit begins to tie up the unconscious Kriel.)
Jarald: Uh hi. Crezent, did you just...?
Crezentials: Yeah. I cast an illusion.
Jarald: Oh. Why'd you tell me to close my eyes? And why not Frost as well?
Crezentials: You can cast illusions into people's minds, but that's really hard. Only well-trained Illusionist can. A mage? Not at all. Right now, all I can do is visual illusions. As for Frost...
Frost: I'm blind.
Jarald: Oh. I'm sorry.
Frost (amused): Nah. I've been blind since a babe. It doesn't really matter to me. But sometimes..(sounding wistful) I wonder how the world would look like...
(Awkward silence.Crezentials reattaches the eye patch. )
Frost: Anyhow, I've got to go kick some Jester butt. Quest, ya know. (The Chief Bandit hastes the three) A little gift. (He disappears.)
Crezentials: Well. Why'd you come looking for me?
Jarald: ...
Crezentials: Well? Aren't you going to hate me? I am one of the Ability retainers, the ones that end up causing death or world domination or... (breaks down in frustrated tears) Listen. I never asked for this alright?
Jarald: I... don't really know what to say. At first, I was kinda shocked and wished I never met you or something... but now, well looking at you, even if we've known each other for a short while, I can't group you in with the other Ability retainers. I don't even know you that well. And right now, I can't really say anything comforting, something like 'Everything's gonna be all right'. Cause I don't know if everything will be all right.
Also, (Jarald grins) you just saved my ass right? You can't be evil or something to do that.
Crezentials (sits down with a relieved sigh): Well... thanks. And yeah, I did save your ass.
(Slight pause.)
Jarald: I guess we should head back now. What about Kriel?
Crezentials (glancing): Oh, almost forgot about him. Well, I guess we can play a little revenge.
(The two grin.)

***********************
5 years later
(Jarald kept Crezentials's secret to himself. He knew Crezentials didn't trust Manifest and Mist enough to share his lineage with them. The group of four became very good friends. Mist also introduced Crezentials to a Assassin called Moony, who could care less about the sin and dit rivalries.

To be continued?

Sunday, February 21, 2010

Today so far:
Got to 51.
Argued with my friend and my guild leader.
Feeling down.
Wished I could apologize but for what.
Attempted CPQ2.
Failed badly.
Enjoyed My World by S-17
Still pondering.

Friday, February 19, 2010


Well, yesterday I played ms.






Oh wait. That sounds so dumb.






Anyhiw, here's what I did yesterday.









Damn Devil thingys.

I tried to kill one


Ewww... It slobbered on me -_-









I speak no lie :D












And I got my lovely mask today
Steven took the pic lol
Well, off to lvl 50~

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Whew!

Hehe~ well this is my first time on a blog lolz.
iunno what to post here yet.
Maye something I write?
Wellz, It'll be emptyness till I'm ready~