Letting Go

Okay...maybe a poem, maybe not.

More like a song.

Yeah, I have like a melody in the back of my head. If I ever, EVER decide I want to make this officially a song or something, I'm gonna have to sing it so....maybe not.

Yeah, this thing is from a guy's perspective. (Wait, so if I write something from a guy's perspective am I....?)

Ohhh...

I find myself here, wondering what went wrong...

Ah.

You were the one perfect for me,

But our love is lost in the seas..

I will always be a friend in your heart

While I wish for far more things, apart

Every time you smile, I feel myself fly,

It's a wonderful feeling, but it never, ever lasts.

I see him and you, a couple together,

While I stand here.

My envy in wasted vain

What have I done, to deserve this fate?

I wish for you, but it's all in vain,

Why is this road so hard?

I should be happy for you, since you're my heart...

Every day that passes overwhelms me with new pain,

I find harder to pretend everything's all right,

Then you,

You catch my fallen tears and ask,

"What's wrong?"

I can never tell the truth that I love you,

For...your heart is already taken by that one

What have I done, to deserve this fate?

I wish for you, but it's all in vain,

Why is this road so hard?

I know I should let go, but it's hard

Every chance I 'm free I use it, to see youu,

We laugh together, a bright day with just me and you,

But when you mention him, my heart cleaves in two,

The day slowly grows darker...

What have I done, to deserve this fate?

I wish for you, but it's all in vain,

Why is this road so hard?

I cannot survive my breaking of the heart.

The wedding day dawns bright and clear,

I'm in the crowd, looking around for you,

Then I see, you in that dress,

My heart thinks that you're for me,

But I know that in reality,

You're getting married to the love of your dreams,

I cannot help it, I run for the door,

This world I cannot live in anymore,

I should have let go years ago,

But I too in love to know,

That you'll never be mine...

And now I know, I can't see you anymore,

My love, I wish you a wonderful life forever more....

Eh. I wonder why I'm writing like lovish stuffs.

Eh, takes a girl to write a romance thing.